Tuesday, December 23, 2003

BALZAC AND THE LITTLE CHINESE SEAMSTRESS



I feel lucky that the Art Film Cinema of Greenbelt is just across the street from our office building. After dilly-dallying for days, I finally decided to watch Dai Sijie’s “Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress� (Balzac et la Petite Tailleuse Chinoise) which is a Chinese and French co-production. I regret not watching it earlier. It’s one of the films that I would love to watch over an over again. It is sad, but would later make you smile as you were enlightened by the ideas presented in the story.

I love the film, not only because of their cute actors, but also because it reminds us of how important art is, the changing powers of knowledge earned from reading books and how a beautiful written work could transform a community.



The film is based on Dai Sijie’s autobiographical novel of the same title. Its synopsis reads:
At the height of Mao's infamous Cultural Revolution, two boys are among hundreds of thousands exiled to the countryside for "re-education." The narrator and his best friend, Luo, guilty of being the sons of doctors, find themselves in a remote village where, among the peasants of Phoenix Mountain, they are made to cart buckets of excrement up and down precipitous winding paths. Their meager distractions include a violin---as well as, before long, the beautiful daughter of the local tailor.

But it is when the two discover a hidden stash of Western classics in Chinese translation that their re-education takes its most surprising turn. While ingeniously concealing their forbidden treasure, the boys find transit to worlds they had thought lost forever. And after listening to their dangerously seductive retellings of Balzac, even the Little Seamstress will be forever transformed.

From within the hopelessness and terror of one of the darkest passages in human history, Dai Sijie has fashioned a beguiling and unexpected story about the resilience of the human spirit, the wonder of romantic awakening and the magical power of storytelling.




This is what critic Jamie Russell wrote about the film:
"Revolutionary peasants will never be corrupted by a filthy bourgeois chicken!" declares a local Communist party leader near the beginning of "Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstress", tossing a cookbook into the fire. As opening scenes go, it's one that sums up everything that writer-director Dai Sijie's film is fighting against.

Arriving in the Phoenix Mountains for "re-education" during the Cultural Revolution, bourgeois city boys Ma (Ye Lui) and Luo (Kun Chen) discover a world dominated by petty rivalries and blinkered ignorance.

It's a community in which even their violin comes under suspicion (most, if not all, of the residents in that community are illiterate) - at least until they convince the local radicals that a Mozart sonata is a political mountain song ("Mozart is Thinking of Chairman Mao").

After months of toiling the fields, the boys discover a cache of foreign books and try to do some re-education of their own. They read the novels of Flaubert, Gogol, and Balzac to the local seamstress (Xun Zhou), whose thirst for uncensored knowledge makes her willing to risk her life for art.

A French-Chinese production (rather appropriate, given the subject matter), Dai Sijie's film - based on his own best-selling autobiographical novel of the same name - presents an overly simplistic vision of art as salvation that threatens to turn its three leads into ciphers rather than characters.

Yet, building on its carefully constructed scenes between Ma, Luo, and the little seamstress who they both fall in love with, this is a beautiful paean to a time long past.

Reliving his youth, Dai Sijie finds both joy and sadness in the upheaval of the Cultural Revolution - sadness in the misery of those years of strict indoctrination, but uplifting joy in the realization that change can bring freedom.

As the film's awkward, closing coda proves, though, sometimes love means letting go.


Did I say I love the Film? Oh, yes, I said it already but it’s worthy saying it again. This is the film that would make you laugh at the innocence and ignorance of the people and the “manipulation� of the two re-educated boys just to get out of trouble from communist authorities. It would cause you to hate tyranny and how oppressed masses are further oppressed when leaders fuel their ignorance and made them blames all their woes to intellectuals and rich people. Which is very true in our country as can be seen how Erap and his cronies capitalize on rich vs. poor issue.

It, however, give you hope knowing that knowledge and an open mind can free us. It made you realize that the greatest oppression that a man could make to his fellowmen is to keep him ignorant forever and to subscribe to his ignorant beliefs.

This is the film that beautifully mixes love, coming of age tale and political criticism.

There are plenty of scenes that I love, but there are three scenes that until is etched in my mind.

First is, towards the ending of the film, the Little Seamstress (as she is called in her community) left her grandfather and decided to venture her life in the city. Lou, one of the re-educated boy who is in love with her and whom she had sexual relationship with, ran after her. Lou was the one who was reading Balzac works to her and all Lou wants was to bring her out of her ignorance. Lou asked her, as she left who changed you (Lou thinks that it was him), but the girl answered, “Balzac changed me.� Then she continued saying, there is one thing that I learned from Balzac and that is “a woman’s beauty is a priceless treasure.� And then she turned her back and left.

Another scene was also in the ending, 20 years after their exile in the Phoenix Mountains, Ma is already a world-renowned violinist and Lou is an authority in Dental Medicine. Ma saw a report that that Phoenix Mountain village will soon be covered with water as a dam will be created in the Yangtze River. Ma, decided to go back the village and look for Little Seamstress. She couldn’t be found. It was the time when the village people are paying tributes to their dead by floating paper boats with the name of the dead written on it. Ma decided to swim and look for Little Seamstress name in those paper boats.
The scene shifted to the airport where Ma and Lou had their reunion. In Lou’s house they watched the video taken by Ma in the village and the interview he had with the residents asking if they have recollection of the two re-educated boys. Then their conversation lead to Little Seamstress at this point Lou was crying (he is married already, but to another woman). He said he looked for Little Seamstress, but he could no longer find him, he said she might be in Hong Kong already where it was impossible to find her. Then Lou said to Ma that he knew Ma love Little Seamstress also. Ma, responded yes, but we love her in different ways.

Then the film ends with scene showing the interior of the house in that Village where the two boys used to live. Water started to sip in and the sewing machine was already immersed in water. As the whole house was filled with water another image overlapped that of the flooded house showing Lou reading a book to Little Seamstress who sat beside him with her dreamy eyes and Lou looking at her with the look of love while Ma, was on the side playing his violin.

Beautiful, just beautiful.

(Note: if you want to see more pictures some videos of the film [and see for yourself how cute they are] click here, the only problem with this site is - it's in french)

Sunday, December 14, 2003

WEDDING WISHES

Dear KK and Justin:

I was supposed to write this yesterday, but I was in Pampanga doing some family thing for my cousin's wedding.

Yesterday you both promised to love each other for richer or for poorer, in sickness or in health (or somthing like that). My prayer's is that you two will fulfill that promise forever.

KK dear, I remember you in our Silliman and Dumaguete days as a tough lady, yet I also knew that behind that tough lady is a woman longing to be loved and cared for and I know that you have found that in Justin.

I always believe in destiny because there are things in this world that we just can control. Considering the circumstances of your meeting with Justin, I know it is destiny at works. Fate made it possible for you to find each other.

Justin, I don't really know you, but knowing that you have chosen to love KK, I know your a smart person and one hell of a lucky guy!

Now some silly thoughts just came into my mind and reminded me of thsi Cebuano folk song, here it is (and KK, interpret for Justin OK!)

Inday pamutos na sa imong mga bistida
Kinsay imong pamanhon?
Si Ondo akong banahon.

Ondo ayaw awaya
Si Inday nga imong asawa
Kung imo gani soyang awayon
Amo siyang pagabawion.

Onsaon ninyo pagbawi
Gikasal kami sa pari
Unsaon ninyo pagboyboy
Giaslan kami ug baboy.


Now, now, now. I do not dream, of course, that we would come to a moment where we, as KK's friends, would scold you two. I am confident that you two love each other and there would be bed of roses laid down for you. But, like any roses, it has its thorns. My prayer then is that if things have gone bad to worst in future (God forbid!), your love for each other would transcend all the trials and and difficulties that you as a couple would be facing. That no matter how badly bruised are you (and I mean it figuratively, not literally, ok?!), at the end of the day, you two would still find yourselves in the security of the loving arms of each other.

I pray for a blissful, blessed and joyful life ahead of you.

God bless!

With all my love,

Eric J.

Thursday, December 11, 2003

AUTHOGRAPH TIME

i am: Simply Eric
i want: a brand new cellphone (although a Josh Groban’ Closer CD will do)
i have: 300 pesos in my wallet
i wish: that I could have more money this Christmas
i hate: Panfilo Lacson, Korina Sanches and Erwin Tulfo
i miss: Dumaguete and Silliman in those days when I was still with my friends, Doltz Hall when I was still residing there.
i fear: things I did in the past will come and haunt me in the future.
i hear: the voice of my boss talking to somebody over the phone
i search: for peace of mind and someone to love who will love me in return.
i wonder: what it is to be really straight.
i regret: not doing my best when I was still student where I could have graduated with honors
i love: my mother, my sisters, my friends
i ache: for pan de coco, rice (I am on a diet!)
i always: play solitaire in my PC
i am not: a quiet person
i dance: most of the time
i sing: always!
i cry: when the thing that I am watching (TV or Movie) moves me to tears.
i write: legal pleadings
i win: in Extemporaneous and speaking Contest and Quiz Bees
i lose: any sporting event
i confuse: Susan Roces and Helen Gamboa
i need: have my teeth fix and enroll in a gym
i should: be more diligent with my diet
my father thinks I am: My father is dead
my mother thinks I am: earning a lot, which is not true
my ex-boyfriend thinks I am: I don’t have an ex-boyfriend nor an ex girl friend!
three things you are often complimented for: resourcefulness, work, voice
I get embarrassed when: I say something “awful” in public
animal cruelty: is awful!
I keep a diary: I don’tl
I like to cook: yes
I have a secret I have not shared with anyone: a lot
I am in love: I am not in love (eros) with anyone now!
I set my watch a few minutes ahead: nope, I set it on time
I bite my fingernails: I don’t bite my fingernails, its yucky for me!
I believe in love: I am a hopelessly romantic fool!
the cutest female I know: Bea, one year old daughter of my landlord
the weirdest person i know: Ritchie Galon!
the Loudest Person I know: Johann Quisumbing (a member of the Praise Team of the Union Church of Manila). Once this person talks (which is always) you would want to cover his mouth!
the Sexiest Person I Know: Andrea del Rosario! I love her!
the Person that Knows the Most about me: my friends
most Boring Teacher: My Introduction to Law Teacher
my most overused phrase: Grabee!, putcha, gago, basically
the last image/thought before sleep: anything on TV/how succesful am I with my diet and exercise
my best feature: my eyes, color and texture of my skin, my brain!
Inside joke: can’t think of anyt
ake a shower everyday: Yes
have a(any) crush(es): Andrea del Rosario, an unknown church mate ( haven’t had the courage to ask for his name) an officemate (same reason) and JOSH GROBAN!
want to get married: yeah, to someone whom I really really love and who knows me and would be willing to take me despite of who I am.
have any tattoos/where?: nope and never!
piercing/where?: none, although I would love to have my ear pierced where I can place one small diamond stud
get motion sickness: happened only twice, inside the supercat going to CDO (from Dumaguete) and inside my boss’ RAV-4 driven by the late Manong Remy on our way to Bacolod
think you're a health freak: not yet
get along with parents: kinda
thunderstorms: are fun to listen to when you’re in bed talking about anything with friends

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

VOTE 4 MANNY PACQUIAO



No, no, no, no, no! This is not related to the 2004 Elections!.

That is Manny Pacquiao at the center (lower row). Remember how he made us proud by defeating Marco Antonio Barrera? All odds were against Manny when he decided to fight Barrera, but he persevered and made us all proud.

Now, we can all express our gratitude for bringing honor to our country by voting for him as 2003 HBO Fighter of the Year. And we can do that by clicking it here.

(note: as of writing Manny leads all other contender in the HBO pool)

Friday, December 05, 2003

RUN!

This week I decided to run away from one thing that causes my insecurities. When I say run away, I mean it literally.

And so last Tuesday, at 5 am I put on my jogging shoes and joined my Landlord Bobby, a policeman, in his morning jog at the Amari reclamation area. Yes, Amari - that controversial reclamation project of the Public Estate Authority. Amari is now a new jogging haven of residents near the Roxas Boulevard area. Free from the sidewalk vendors that infest the Cultural Center of the Philippines Complex, what you have is an unobstructed jogging path. And since it is quite far and in the absence of a public transportation (i.e. jeep, bus, etc) going to the place, only those who have a car can go there, which would mean, konti lang ang jologs!

Since, Bobby can only go with me every other day, I alternate my jogging with my Tae Bo exercise, using Billy Blank’s video.

But of course, exercise is not enough, If I really intend to lose weight, I have to couple it with diet. Since Monday, I have been eating breakfast cereal (Fitness by Nestle) and fruits, a cup of rice and some meat for lunch, and fruits for dinner. I tried to stay away from sweets and white bread (those made of refined processed flour).

I’ve realized the most difficult part is to get started. I’ve been wanting to do this since January this year and it is only now that I was able to start. However, the most difficult part of all is resisting the temptation to eat more than what is necessary. For years, food has been my coping mechanism. When I’m bored, I eat. When I’m pressured, I eat. I love to eat bread (pan de coco, ensaimada, ube pan, name it!), I love to eat almost anything. The trouble is actually compounded since my office is just a stone throw away from greenbelt where all the nice restaurants, fastfoods and coffee shops are.

I am 80 percent successful in controlling my urge to eat (I am still on my first week ok!). Eating fruits can be boring, my only consolation is that I have set my Sundays as my “day off”. On Sunday, I can eat anything that I want. That is my reward for having disciplined my self, and of course, a preparation for another 6 days of controlled eating.

I am giving myself six months to achieve my desired result. Hopefully next week, I’ll be able to enroll in a gym for my weight training.

This time, I hope it will work.

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

THANK YOU AND GOODBYE



Thank you for the 16 years that you showed us that a TV News Magazine could survive, followed and respected, not because of the personalities standing in front of the camera, but because of the story that you shared to us. And if indeed persons standing in front of the camera have become personalities, its is only because of the respect and admiration to your infallible journalistic standards.

Than you for your creativity. Thank you for showing us that an investigative reporting is never boring if we people behind the camera are as creative as you are, creative yet mindful of the standards you set.

Thank you for giving us faith and for showing us that in coming out with your stories every week, it wasn't fame that you are after, but the desire to show us the truth. And if you have became famous out of it, thank you for never letting us down,

Thank you for showing us what a journalist should be. That it wasn't all glamour to be working for TV. Thank you for making us appreciate the hardworks that you did just to come up with a story. Thank you for showing us that people who works hard will earn their share of glory as oppose to those who rose from the ranks out of favoritism and "stepping on other people's toes."

Thank you for making us cry because you have showed us the state of poverty and the sufferings of our fellowmen. Thank you for making us laugh at the innocent remarks of the people in the streets or because of how you made your anchors get through some "missions". Thank you for making us proud and took pride of the success of our fellow Filipinos and of your success too. Thank you for bringing us to places in and out of the country even if were just sitting at the comforts of our living room.

As you left the air last night, you have left a void. Our Tuesday evening will never be the same again.

We are sad because you have finally left, but we are also hopeful that the seeds that you planted will someday bear fruit. And we are happy knowing that these seeds are scattered and making their marks in this country and in other parts of the world.

Goodbye our dear Probe Team. We will surely miss you.

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

PEACE LOVE AND GRISTLE

I have added another link in my website. Now, this blog claims that Beth, Ted and my blog have inspired her to start blogging. The catch, however, is she won't reveal herself. I have the feeling who she really is, but I want some second opinions from you people. So click the link and together let us unmask the identity of this "mystery blogger".

Note, I am already using the pronoun "she" because I am pretty confident who she is. So what are you waiting for? Visit her site, ok?

Friday, November 07, 2003

IDOL TOO!


courtesy of joshgroban.com


Tell me why can't I get over you? Tell me!!! .

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

IDOL!

Joel, my fellow singer of the Praise Team in one of the Protestant churches in Makati, told me that his five-year-old son, Juliard, likes watching us sing. Of course Joel was happy. Then Juliard went up of their sofa and mimics someone whom he said that he likes watching. Joel taught that it was him, or probably Marvin our team leader. Yet Joel still asked his son and was surprised when Juliard answered, "I am imitating Eric." Joel asked, "Why?" to which Juliard answered, "I like to watch Tito Eric sing."

Joel's amazement is not without reason (other than the fact that he is a bit jealous because his son likes to watch me over him), I didn't sing any solo parts yet while he did a number of times already. But it didn't surprise me also that his son would like to watch me (please note, watch not hear me sing). Members of the Church, even our Graeco-American Pastor , told me that they love my being "lively" on stage (admittedly the Greek blood in our Pastor was the reason for it).

But that is just me. Most of the time, I shed all my inhibitions when I am on stage. And when the music starts playing my body goes with the melody. I love music and I love expressing the emotions of the song through the movement of my body and the expressions of my face.

I am a performer and performance for me is an art - - an expression.

But then again, I am still amused. I have a five-year old fan.

Not that its is the first time that happened to me. I already had my own share of "followings" even when I was still in high school. When I was a junior in high school, I was the only male in a three-person team that would represent our school for chemistry quiz bowl. Accompanying us the contest venue (which was an hour drive, two towns away from our school) were the whole Chemistry Class, our coach and her 12 year old daughter. I don't know, but I probably made an impression of our coach daughter that a week after, my coach approached and told me that her daughter has a big crush on me. Whoa! Have you even been approached by a mother, who happens to be your teacher and coach, and told you that her daughter likes you? I was flattered, of course, but my God! She was 12 year old! (I just turned 16 then).

A year after, that girl was accepted in our school (our school is relatively small, of the 500 freshmen applicants only 80-100 are accepted). I was in my senior year then and I never told my classmates about what our coach confided to me. You know how senior male students are, they seem to have the right to "victimized" freshmen ladies. One of those freshmen was that girl (I am really sorry but I forgot her first name already). My classmates was up for a big surprise, I wasn't a ladies man (and never was!), but when they (yes, quite a number of them) started courting her, she bluntly told them, "there is only one person I like in your class and in this school and that is Eric and nobody else."

Well, some guys can be so lucky, isn't it? She was good looking, but I did not end up with her. At that time I was having this "mutual understanding" with my batchmate and fellow teammate named Cynthia.

The same thing in college. There was Jenjen, a fellow masscom student and writer of the Weekly Sillimanian, who regularly informs me that a resident of Edith Carson Hall (a freshmen dormitory for ladies) likes me but won't tell her name. And some other freshmen.

Again it was not surprise for me. Having hosted the freshmen convocation for two years, chances are some freshmen would fall for this guy with a firm and well modulated speaking voice who speaks good English. I just wonder, having been a son-of-a-bitch that I was (and probably still am) would that "crush" wears off soon.

Okay, so I was Mr. Personality. I shouldn't have trouble with that, yes? But no, trouble is there are people whom I badly want to fall for me but they just wont wooed by my so-called charm. While those that I don't like are those that fall for me. Gaaad! Life can be so cruel, so unfair. Worst, while you tried to follow people you like, people you don't like are the one who pursue you and some of them have become my share of psycho-stalkers.

I mean for once in my life, would cosmos be too kind to give me someone that I like and who would like me in return?

Thursday, October 30, 2003

OPEN LETTER TO THE "DA KING"

I've gotten this from Postcripts of the Philippine Star.
Mr. Fernando Poe Jr.,
7 Narcissus Drive, Beverly Hills,
Antipolo City

Dear Mr. Poe:

We are ordinary citizens with no political affiliation. We do not support any particular candidate. Therefore, we have no other agenda except our deep and unfailing allegiance to our country and the Filipino people. It is from this loyalty that we draw the courage to write you this letter.

It is in the news that you are considering running for president. If you love your country, we urge you, please deliberate on this with utmost care. We all know you will win because of your tremendous popularity as a movie hero. You have earned the esteem and admiration of the Filipino people such that to many, you have come to represent a promise of hope.

However, this is not enough. The task of governing our country that is beset with problems is much more complex today than it was many years ago. At this moment in our history we need a leader who can gain the confidence, respect and trust also of the international community.

This is paramount. An increase in foreign investments is necessary. It is imperative that we stimulate our capital market with a platform of government that is as specific as it is credible not only to our people but to the world as a whole.

While we are certain that the masses are your primary concern, you cannot ignore the class of people whose abilities are critical in order to propel us forward.

Our OFW’s are true heroes and while their skills serve us well when they work abroad, we also need to retain at home the talents that will give us the comparative advantage we so badly need. It is this group who are highly marketable and, on their own, can take their capabilities elsewhere to the benefit of other countries instead of ours.

Expert leadership is the only way we can extricate our people from poverty. It is the very masses who worship you and will vote you into office who will suffer the most, if the ship of state is not maneuvered masterfully.

We can no longer afford to think in a parochial manner. We need a leader who will make the Philippines a competitive player in the global market.

Our economy is at its breaking point. Our country can no longer afford to be dismissed or, worse, written off as The Sick Man of Asia.

You have secured an untarnished reputation as an artist and we acknowledge that your contribution to Philippine cinema has been significant. We believe, however, that the presidency of this country will best be served by one who has the proper background and experience to enable our beloved Philippines to be part of the global community -- not as an aid recipient but as contributor to the enhancement of this world we live in.

Winning will be effortless. Governing, on the other hand, will not be an easy task. We are, historically, a fractious nation. Consider the toll it will take on your family and the privacy you guard so tightly. We believe that you will be able to contribute much more towards uniting our nation and helping our economy as a private individual -- one who wields enormous influence over our less fortunate brothers. We know of the praiseworthy projects you and your wife have undertaken so quietly; your humility is admirable.

It is not too late. Please, look back and learn from the Erap episode of our history. Do not let individuals with their own agenda gain undue influence over you. Should your administration fail, it is you, not they, who will pay the price.

Let the Filipino people remember you as the man who could have been president but chose not to... because he truly loved his country. We are certain history will judge you not only as a reel hero but as a real hero.

Mabuhay ka, FPJ!

(PS from Postscript: Speak up if you share the conviction that while FPJ is a good man, he may not be prepared for the presidency at this time. If you have Internet connection, you can email the letter to everybody in your address book. Or make copies to snail-mail or hand out. And add you name to the growing number of Filipinos who share the same conviction. Or you can even write your own letter to FPJ.)

Monday, October 27, 2003

PHOTOS



I just can't help but post this Photo. That was me with the big smile on the left, Dinah is in the middle and Ritchie. For the story about the picture, please read it here.

Saturday, October 25, 2003

SUPPORT DAVIDE!



I wake up this morning with this message in my cellphone from Atty. Tintin, the wife of my boss:
Wear black on Monday in support of Davide (Supreme Court Chief Justice). Boycott San Miguel Products. Lets Teach politicians and greedy businessmen a lesson. Pls. pass
I don't have a cellphone load already so I am placing it in my blog hoping that honest-to-goodness Filipino Citizen will chance upon this blog.

What strike me as odd when the news the Supreme Court Chief Justice Hilario Davide was impeached by Congress was majority of of those who signed were members of the Nationalis People's Coalition (NPC), the political party of Danding Cojuangco, Chairman of the San Miguel Corporation (SMC). While those who are not members of the NPC are closely associated to Mr. Cojuangco. I refuse to believe that Danding does not have a hand on this.

You might might ask me why? After Marcos was booted out of this country, Danding has been battling with the Chairmanship of SMC. The money that Danding used in buying the majority stocks of SMC came from the Coco Levy Fund. During Davide's leadership in the Supreme Court, the court declared Coco Levy Fund is a prima facie a public fund which would simply means that Danding would now have a hard time in securing his Chairmanship in the said company.

I hate it when someone puts down a good man out of greed and I hate when that man is being supported by people that we have elected. I hope to get all the name of the congressmen who signed the impeachment comlaint so that we could all remember them in 2004.

Friday, October 24, 2003

HELP!

Can somebody teach this lady how to dress and to behave!

Thursday, October 16, 2003

Dear Sebastian:

First allow me to congratulate you for your CMMA Nomination. Indeed this is a big honor for you and we are damn too proud of your achievements. Now, here's one of the reason why you should attend the awards ceremony:

THE CATHOLIC MASS MEDIA AWARDS 2003 - 26 OCTOBER (from RPN 9)

This year the CMMA turns 25. The CMMA, remains to be one the most prestigous award giving bodies and has been true to its thrust of helping improve the media industry by commending those who have continued to live by responsible and values-oriented media practice.


And as they celebrate their silver year, CMMA will bring together the best media practitioners and the biggest artists of today. Jaya, Ana Fegi, Luke ijares, Jay-R, Kyla, Jolina Magdangal, Roselle Nava, Ciara Sotto, Montet Akoimo, Dessa and Gary Valenciano will be among the performers in the awards night.


TJ Manotoc and Donita Rose will host the program.
The Catholic Mass Media Awards 2003 will air on October 26 at 9 PM on RPN.


And of course, the possibility of being discovered by who knows who, the possibility of making beso-beso with the stars, the possibility of bumping into Miko Palanca!

So if you have a chance, please go and attend. We want to see your face on TV and proclaim to the rest of the world that "hey! that guy is our friend."
QUOTES, ETC.

I've got these while rummaging through my notes:
When you finally accept that you're a complete dork, your life gets easier. No sense in trying to be cool.
- Reese Witherspoon

Amen to that Reese! Back in high school one of my insecurities is my inability to "belong" to the cool people in the campus. Then I realized there is no sense in trying to be like them. I mean they are so preoccupied with hooking up with fellow cool people that that what consumes them most of the time. And it consumes them so much that only later they realized that there's more to this world than beeing with cool people.

Now, I live a much better life compared to them. While the "cool schoolmates" are left in that small town with no choice but to make a living for their kids having impregnated their girl friend or gotten pregnant while they are still finishing college.

Now here's another one:
What are clouds
But an excuse for the Sky?
What is life
but an escape from death?
- Death Poem of Lord Yabu
in James Clavell's "Shogun"

I really don't know why I wrote this poem in my notes. But i think becuase it is so dark. Or probably it reminds me of how much I love life that even in the lowest moments of my life, I still believe that somewhere there is a good place for me.

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

LAZY DAYS

Here I am again. I am back to my lazy days.

I have a lot of things to talk, err, write about but I just couldn't bring myself to write the first word. All day, i sit just staring at the PC monitor yet, I can't start anything.

Probably because all my "writing energy" has been foucsed lately on the Appellants Brief that I have to compose for one of our client. Draining it is for me because I have to start from scratch. I don't know how to write an Appellants Brief and worst, I don't know anything about the legal issues (redemption, moral damages, etc.) involve. So while learning the nuances on how make an Appellant's brief acceptable to the magistrate at the Court of Appeals, I also need to learn about these issues. Worst,I need to double time because I have a deadline to meet.

I need to go back to law school!

Hopefully I would be going back to school next year. I finally found a good school after that stupid Ateneo denied my application because I am a transferee even if I was willing to go back to first year. Pray for me guys, I will be taking the exams sometime this November for the Juris Doctor-MBA program of De La Salle University and Far Eastern University. This is a five-year dual degree program which will enable me to have a Juris Doctor (this is a doctorate degree for law as opposed to the usual Bachelor of Law degree that is common in all law school in the Philippines, Ateneo also have a JD program) and a Master in Business Administration after graduation. Our (see I am claiming it na!) campus is located at RCBC Plaza in Ayala Avenue, one of the prime business location in the country.

Ooops! I wrote something already. Hehehehehe

Thursday, October 09, 2003

SEND IN THE CLOWNS


I just love Jay Leno when he said this:

"Tonight is a testament of just how important one appearance on "The Tonight Show" can be, ladies and gentlemen. You know the critics said, 'Well, Arnold can't be an administrator, he's an actor. Oh, Arnold can't be an environmentalist, he's an actor. Oh, Arnold can't be governor, he's an actor.' Of course Arnold is thrilled -- for the first time in his career the critics are calling him an actor."


I can't say anything more.

Saturday, October 04, 2003

COINCIDENCE (?)

A crazy idea hit me yesterday while watching television and this about the Kris-Joey issue.

I just find it strange that after all the accusations thrown on air by both camps, last Thursday it suddenly ended with Joey asking for forgiveness to Kris on primetime TV and immediately, Kris accepted. Take note, it did not happen any other time but on primetime.

That was it? No bloodbath? With all these wild accusations (gun poking, STD, etc.) I was expecting a war. But no - - the drama ended all of a sudden.

And this is what I found strange. Kris went the police to blotter Joey's alleged gun poking (take note, the media was already waiting for her which means that they received a tip), then that interview with Korina with all the sound effects, lighting and yes set design (picture of Ninoy in the background, flowers, should I name it all). On the other hand, Joey was insinuating that Kris is lying. Then Kris filed a case at the prosecutor's office in Pasig. However, filler was flaunted by Kris side that they will not pursue the case if Joey will issue a Public Apology. Then a day after, Joey issued that apology and Kris readily accepted it and even saying that Joey is not the only one to be blamed, she too committed a mistake.

How convenient, isn't it? After all the tearful confessions, emotional word war between both camps, the pointblank denial, it all ended as simple as that with Joey swallowing his pride and Kris suddenly became all forgiving. Was divine intervention made them end this issue? Or was it planned to end that way.

Now this is much stranger. What if there was no apology issued? What if, Monday came and still both camps are still exchanging accusations on air? What would have happened?

Now you would like to ask me, why Monday? Because this Monday is the scheduled launching of the reformatted version of Game KNB? which is hosted by Kris. Wouldn't it look bad for Kris to look all too cheerful in her "new" game show with still the issue hounding her?

Strange isn't it that it all has to end before Monday?

Now, here another strange thing. This reformatted show is under threat because GMA-7, their arch rival, has launch four weeks ago Extra Challenge, a game show with a twist of reality TV (pinoy style). This show hosted by Miriam Quiambao and Paolo Bediones already has a following. Do I need to mention that it is aired exactly the same time as the airing of Game KNB?

So what a coincidence then that Kris "new" show is launch while everybody was all too eager to see her on TV again. I just could imagine the ratings she would reap this Monday night.

No, I would not conclude that something "fishy" is going on with all this issued about her lovelife. Let us just say, she was making the best out of the worst that has happened to her. What a lucky life then?

And here's another strange thing. Haven't you notice that all the ads that Kris endorsed are flooding our TV screens. And here's one more thing, did you notice her new ad for Smart StarTxt? At the end part of the said ad, where she was being interviewed, she said this, "I will survive, life most go on, smart na ako ngayon (I am smart now)." Isn't this a big coincidence that such ad would come out after the "conclusion" of her real life drama that captivated the whole nation?

My question is, when was this advertisement made? It couldn't be after Thursday (the day Joey issued a public apology), they would barely have a day to shot, edit the ad, that would be too impossible. Was it taken then while the issue was still hanging in the air? So while Kris was having those tearful confessions or her sullen look while she filed the case, she was also shooting for the ad where she was all smiles. Or was it made before the issue erupted? How lucky then for the advertisers that the line Kris have spoken has become more meaningful today because of the issue of her failed love.

All these are one hell of a coincidence. Or Kris and the people working for her are just making the best out of this "worst" episode in her life? Poor Joey, he can't do the same. Or this was all planed? If it is, then this is the biggest coup ever and much better than the lame excuses that Magdalo group continues to assert.

I really don't know. I am just thinking out loud.

Friday, October 03, 2003

RANTS

I HATE DRIVERS AND BUS CONDUCTORS who think of nothing but the commission they get from every trip at the expense of their passengers comfort in travelling.

As I was waiting for a bus along Buendia this morning, one bus stopped in front of me and the conductor (for those who don't know, they are the one who issue tickets and collects your fare) wave at me and bid me to take the bus. So I went in thinking that the bus still has a sit for me, only to find out that there was none. Unfortunately the bus moved already and I was also in a hurry so I said to myself, "well, I guess I would be standing all the way from Buendia to Ayala." At that time there were already five passengers standing along the aisle.

Unfortunately, the bus keeps on stopping and continued to pick up passengers. Five minutes after I took that bus, there were almost 20 passengers standing. The bus conductor keep on barking "usog lang sa likuran! (move to the back)" So we keep on moving towards the back portion of the bus to a point that we were already compressed liked sardines in a can.

Worst! With the limited space along the aisle, the bus conductor keeps on moving back and forth to collect the fare of the passengers. To add to our agony, the bus continued to pick up passengers.

"Pasok, pasok, maraming bababa sa Ayala (come in , come in, a lot will be disembarking at Ayala)", the conductor keeps on shouting.

"What does he mean", I asked myself. "So they'll have all the right to discomfort us because many of us are going down at Ayala anyway!"

I was already fuming mad. And what really gets my ire is, if one passenger is blocking his way along the aisle, he shoos them as if they were chicken or something. No excuse, no manners. When he came near me and did that to me, I waited for him to come back, and when he did, I said out loud for everyone to hear, "Pwede ka namang mag excuse ah! (you can actually say, "excuse")" But instead of being apologetic, he retorted with a threatening tone, "ano yun sir? (what did you say sir?) I did not respond but instead I gave him that look, the same look that sent chills to my news reporters before at the Weekly Sillimanian whenever they commit mistakes.

If looks could kill, I could kill that rude bus conductor at that moment. He never said anything again

(This is just the first part of my "rants", just "stay tuned", I never realized that I have been keeping a lot of these for a long time)

Thursday, October 02, 2003

NEW LINKS

I have two new links in my blog. First is The Secret Tango Dancer by Sebastian, an award winning writer based in Dumaguete. The second one is Mom's Closet by my Sydney base friend KK Maslog.

By the way, these two person are so in love at the moment so forgive their being mushy and corny at some point in their resepctive entries.

I am supposed to write something about "Rants" today, but I am just happy at the moment (I don't know why, probably the thought of meeting two goodlooking person this evening),so I don't want to destroy my mood. Tomorrow, I might write something about people I met and how dangerous my mind could be sometimes.